someday i swear ill forget every breath we ever took togethor

I haven't posted anything in 178 weeks.

2009-12-01T01:25:08Z

I know nobody is going to read this, but i definitely stole the updating my live journal idea from Missy.
So many things have changed recently, let alone since the last time I updated this. Considering I was thirteen or fourteen when that was I guess I'll update on my life?
So lets see, high school was gay. But i graduated and now i have this thing called a High School diploma that everyone says is so important. I don't hate myself anymore, if anything I'm too in love with myself, I still have days where i don't like who i am, but I'm okay with that. New York is over for me, the day after graduation I moved to South Carolina. I clearly never thought I would say this but I miss New York so much. Its too small here, everyone is closed minded. Everyone is racist, sexist, and every other bad 'ist' you can think of short of feminist, thank god. OH and they're all religious hypocrites.
Oh and I live with my mom, scott & mark (her friends) and my brother. My dad is still in New York. My dad ended up not being who anyone thought he was. He's an asshole but I've resolved not to hate him and to just not feel anything about him, like he's just some guy off the street that i've never even met. He never talks to me, he never calls, doesn't send any money. My mom does everything by herself.
I've met a few people here that i'm really thankful for, because i'd probably lose my mind if it wasn't for them. Richard, Mikey, Jason, Brittany & Sid. Richard has quickly turned into my best friend here, I'd probably lose my mind without weekly visits to his house, and out of mine. Jason & Mikey came with Richard, they're so much fun. Jason and me always drink together, but he's someone i can seriously talk to about my future and my ideals. Mikey i can talk to about pretty much any personal thing, he's very understanding and easy to talk to. Brittany pretty much saved my life when i first got here, even though she's only 13, she has become one of my best friends, because i was stuck in the house when i got here, without any friends, and then there she was. Then there's Sid, who is the current love interest, and he always is there to make me smile when nothing else can, and when I'm feeling terrible about my current life situation he is always there to listen to me and make me feel better.
I still talk to people from New York. Missy mostly, she was with me through all of this, through my parents getting divorced, and me moving to my grandparents, and me moving here. She even paid for me to go back to New York during the summer, because i hated it here so much. She has really been there for me and I never thank her enough for that. I still talk to Ashley & Gillian, like the old old group. But its not like it was, I'm close to all three of them, but none of them are close with one another, they talk, but its not like we used to. I talk to Angela sometimes too but she's married and probably pregnant, so busy.
A lot of stuff happened while i was busy not updating this, I have sex, I've done drugs, I smoke cigarettes, all the things I used to frown upon.I don't think of myself as a hypocrite though, just as human. I grew up and I realized that life happens. Life happened to me, and it caught me by surprise. Everything moved so fast, one minute I was just Stefanie, and the next i was smoking a cigarette, blowing a line of oxy and sucking dick. Am I proud of it? of course not. But i own up to what i've done, and who i've become because of it. Do I regret anything? Not one second of it, because it made me who I am today. If I could do it over, would i do it all again? all the same? I can't say i would, because the people who were there for me when I started this Live Journal when i thought that I had no one, regardless of all the bullshit i put them through and how terrible I was to them are still the people who are here for me today, no matter what. And if i could do this whole life thing over, I think i would not wrong them as much as i have in the past, and just try to make things, so they have always been right. But do i regret it? No.
I guess thats all, I don't know what else i can say, but maybe i'll update in another 178 weeks. maybe.

lilbit82791 @ 2006-06-29T22:49:00

2006-06-30T02:57:31Z

BODY: IF A MOVIE WAS MADE OF YOUR LIFE, WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE?

So, here's how it works:

Open your music player (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, etc).,or mp3 player. Put it on shuffle. Press play. For every question type the song that's playing. When you go to a new question press the next button. Ready? GO!

Opening Credits: Get it Hot - AC/DC

Waking Up: October Nights - Yellowcard

Falling in Love: Dust and Bones

Fight scene: Breathing - Yellowcard

Breaking up: bootylicious - Destinys Child

Getting back together: Back Where I Come From

Secret Love: The Geeks get the girls - American Hi-Fi

Life's okay: Crush - Pretty girl - Sugarcult

Mental Breakdown: The Story of My Old Man - Good Charlotte

Driving: Sunlight - Raised First

Flashbacks: My 1st Single - Eminem

Happy dance: Sugar Were Goin Down - Fall Out Boy

Regretting: Aint It Fun - Guns N Roses

Long night alone: Have You Forgotten - Darryl Worley

Final Battle: Theres Gotta Be More to Life - Stacy Orico

Death scene: Story of a Girl - Matchbook Romance

Ending credits: Bring It All Back - S Club 7

lilbit82791 @ 2006-06-29T22:33:00

2006-06-30T02:49:15Z

BODY: IF A MOVIE WAS MADE OF YOUR LIFE, WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE?

So, here's how it works:

Open your music player (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, etc).,or mp3 player. Put it on shuffle. Press play. For every question type the song that's playing. When you go to a new question press the next button. Ready? GO!

Opening Credits: Cacophony - Blink 182

Waking Up: Inside Out - Yellow Card

Falling in Love: "Song For You"- City High

Fight scene: "Push it -Garbage

Breaking up: Get Busy Living or Get Busy Dying - Fall Out Boy

Getting back together: Heres Your Letter - Blink 182

Secret Love: Loose Yourself - Eminem

Life's okay: Crush - Mandy Moore

Mental Breakdown: Anthing - Randy Travis

Driving: Girl At The Rock Show - Blink 182

Flashbacks: Hakuna Matatta - Lion King

Happy dance: New Noise - Lost Prophets

Regretting: Hurt - NIN

Long night alone: Sleep Together - Garbage

Final Battle: Dysentery Gary - Blink 182

Death scene: We Still Kill the Old Way - Lost Prophets

Ending credits: Hells Bells - AC/DC

lilbit82791 @ 2006-06-29T22:26:00

2006-06-30T02:32:54Z

Put your music player on shuffle. Press forward for each question.
Use the song title as the answer to the question even if they don't make sense. You'll be surprised though.

How am I feeling today?
Ive got a dark alley and a bad idea

Will I get far in life?
Sweet Child Of Mine

How do my friends see me?
Tourniquet

Where will I get married?
Burn it Down

What is my best friend's theme song?
Fentoozler

What is the story of my life?
Final Thought

What was high school like?
I1100

How can I get ahead in life?
Robot

What is the best thing about me?
Every Nights another story

What was today like?
Mexican Wine

What is in store for this weekend?
Touchdown Boy

What song describes my parents?
Show Me Love

How is my life going?
Hey Mama

What song will they play at my funeral?
Im with you

How does the world see me?
Friend or Foe

Will I have a happy life
My Boo

What do my friends really think of me?
Pop

Do people secretly lust after me?
Burn Burn

How can I make myself happy?
The Click

What should I do with my life?
Sugar Were going down

What will my children be like?
Ocean Avenue

What will you name them?
The Wind Cries Mary

What will the person you marry be like?
My Happy Ending

Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
LIfestyles of the rich and famous

Will you have a fulfilling life?
Let me put my love in to you

How will you die?
Girls Got Rythem

lilbit82791 @ 2006-06-29T22:20:00

2006-06-30T02:26:47Z

Put your music player on shuffle. Press forward for each question.
Use the song title as the answer to the question even if they don't make sense. You'll be surprised though.

How am I feeling today?
15 will get you 20

Will I get far in life?
Breaking the Habit

How do my friends see me?
San Dimas High School Football Rules

Where will I get married?
My Hotel Year

What is my best friend's theme song?
Paris in Flames

What is the story of my life?
Beautiful

What was high school like?
Girls not Grey

How can I get ahead in life?
Violence

What is the best thing about me?
A Moment like This

What was today like?
Four Cord Wonder

What is in store for this weekend?
Alien Sex Friend

What song describes my parents?
Drive Away

How is my life going?
Head Like a Hole

What song will they play at my funeral?
Songs for a mixed tape

How does the world see me?
Valley Winter Song

Will I have a happy life?
Almost

What do my friends really think of me?
Burn it down

Do people secretly lust after me?
A little bit emo, a little bit hardcore

How can I make myself happy?
Here we Go again

What should I do with my life?
Aliens Exist

What will my children be like?
Theres no I in Fuck you

What will you name them?
Losing Streak

What will the person you marry be like?
Infatuation

Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
Rock the Boat

Will you have a fulfilling life?
La La

How will you die?
I1100

This is all i do on here now.

2006-06-30T02:19:53Z

Put your music player on shuffle. Press forward for each question.
Use the song title as the answer to the question even if they don't make sense. You'll be surprised though.

How am I feeling today?
Little Red Light

Will I get far in life?
Movin' on

How do my friends see me?
Reach

Where will I get married?
Echo

What is my best friend's theme song?
Litte Things

What is the story of my life?
Hey Joe

What was high school like?
All the Small Things

How can I get ahead in life?
Chapter Four

What is the best thing about me?
Switchblades & Infidelity

What was today like?
Silver and Cold

What is in store for this weekend?
Rocket Queen

What song describes my parents?
She Will Be Loved

How is my life going?
Understanding in a Car Crash

What song will they play at my funeral?
Nightrain

How does the world see me?
Ode to Summer

Will I have a happy life?
Whats My Age Again

What do my friends really think of me?
Beat Around the Bush

Do people secretly lust after me?
Voodoo Child(Slight Return)

How can I make myself happy?
Hello

What should I do with my life?
Take Me Back ( This is always about love)

What will my children be like?
Dust and Bones

What will you name them?
Takeoffs and Landings

What will the person you marry be like?
Car Underwater

Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
Don't Stand too close to me

Will you have a fulfilling life?
Time of your life ( ive got this twice)

How will you die?
Fall in Love

bored

2006-06-28T02:18:51Z

Put your music player on shuffle. Press forward for each question.
Use the song title as the answer to the question even if they don't make sense. You'll be surprised though.

How am I feeling today?
Sweet Cherry Pie

Will I get far in life?
Still Waiting

How do my friends see me?
Raw Power

Where will I get married?
Show Me Your Colors

What is my best friend's theme song?
Crazy in Love

What is the story of my life?
High Voltage

What was high school like?
Alone in Santa Cruz

How can I get ahead in life?
Sleep Together

What is the best thing about me?
Breakaway

What was today like?
Sleep

What is in store for this weekend?
Everybody's Fool

What song describes my parents?
Carousel

How is my life going?
Scum of the Earth (ahah nice)

What song will they play at my funeral?
Thirteen

How does the world see me?
Rocket Queen

Will I have a happy life?
Breathing

What do my friends really think of me?
If your heart was broken.....you would be dead (lol)

Do people secretly lust after me?
Questions and Answers

How can I make myself happy?
The Light of a Fading Star

What should I do with my life?
We Belong Together (lol the last one i got for this was Me and You.. )

What will my children be like?
Do You Believe in Magic

What will you name them?
Garden of Eden

What will the person you marry be like?
You Don't Know Me

Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
Breathe

Will you have a fulfilling life?
Soar

How will you die?
Checkmarks

lilbit82791 @ 2006-06-13T23:10:00

2006-06-14T03:18:00Z

Put your music player on shuffle. Press forward for each question.
Use the song title as the answer to the question even if they don't make sense. You'll be surprised though.

How am I feeling today?
The world cries mary

Will I get far in life?
All i need to know

How do my friends see me?
I went Crazy

Where will I get married?
Theres gotta be more to life

What is my best friend's theme song?
too far gone

What is the story of my life?
This love

What was high school like?
I lost it (thats nice)

How can I get ahead in life?
My hotel year.

What is the best thing about me?
Tourniquet

What was today like?
Dragula

What is in store for this weekend?
Answers

What song describes my parents?
I dont wanna stop (ew.)

How is my life going?
A new Beginning

What song will they play at my funeral?
All the small things (im sure)

How does the world see me?
Touchdown boy (lmfao)

Will I have a happy life?
The wanderlust

What do my friends really think of me?
Slow song

Do people secretly lust after me?
La la

How can I make myself happy?
It wasnt me

What should I do with my life?
Me and you

What will my children be like?
Skeptics and True Believers

What will you name them?
Deadwood

What will the person you marry be like?
Time of your life

Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
Hells Bells

Will you have a fulfilling life?
Im ok

How will you die?
Ain't it fun

Sterotypes

2006-05-19T01:34:53Z

I SPEAK MY MIND, so I MUST be a bitch.
I'm NOT LIKE EVERYONE ELSE, so I MUST be a loser.
I'm IRISH, so I MUST have a bad drinking problem.
I hang out with GAYS, so i MUST be gay too.
Im have a BAD DAY, so i MUST be PMSing
I HAVE A BUNCH OF GUY FRIENDS, so I MUST be fucking them all.
I'm OVERWEIGHT, so I MUST have a problem with self control.
I'm DEMOCRAT, so I MUST not believe in being responsible.
I'm YOUNG, so I MUST be naive.
I WEAR BLACK, so I MUST be a goth.
I'm WHITE, so I MUST be a nagging, steal-your-money kind of girlfriend.
I'm POLISH, so I MUST wear my socks with my sandals
I'm PRETTY, so I MUST not be a virgin.
I've DRANK so I MUST be an alcoholic
I HAVE STRAIGHT A'S, so I MUST have no social life.
I DYE MY HAIR CRAZY COLORS, so I MUST be looking for attention.
I WEAR WHAT I WANT, so I MUST be a poser.
I'm RUSSIAN, so I MUST not care about people's feelings.
I'm POLISH, so I MUST be greedy
I'm GERMAN, so I MUST be a Nazi.

lilbit82791 @ 2006-05-05T23:43:00

2006-05-06T03:44:49Z

im so fucking pissed off

foi;eh k

i need to let anger out but i dont now ho wo[ejw;ghlrg

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survey

2006-03-17T02:23:51Z

x\\ spell your name backwards: niffugcm enyr eniafets
x\\ have you ever had a song written about you: ha no
x\\ what do you listen to before you go to sleep: my iPod
x\\ height: 5'2".5
x\\ hair color: brown
x\\piercings: 11 in my ears not in both but all together
x\\ tattoos: chucks drawing mine

Right Now . . .
x\\ what color pants are you wearing: jeans
x\\ what song are you listening to: nothing im about to go to school
x\\ what taste is in your mouth?: that sulfur shit
x\\ whats the weather like?: Cold
x\\ how are you?: sick
x\\ get motion sickness?: nope
x\\ have a bad habit?: yea. a bunch
x\\ get along with your parents?: psh no
x\\ boyfriend/girlfriend: no
x\\ have a current crush: yep
x\\ have a big regret: just 1

Favorite . . .
x\\ tv show: hm i like family guy and aqua teen hunger force (thx to mj)
x\\ conditioner: bed
x\\ book: eh theres a lot probally Cant get there from here
x\\ non alchohol drink: i love capri sun
x\\ alchohol drink: anything with mint
x\\ things to do on the weekend: hang at missys

Have You Ever . . .
x\\ broken the law: yah
x\\ ran away from home: no
x\\ snuck out of the house: no
x\\ ever gone skinny dipping: yah.
x\\ made a prank phone call: yea...haha.
x\\ tipped over a portapotty: no
x\\ use your parents credit card: no
x\\ skipped school before: yes
x\\ fell asleep in the shower/bath: yah
x\\ been in a school play: uh i was like 5.
x\\ had a boyfriend/girlfriend: yea
x\\ had children: nope
x\\ been in love: i guess im not sure
x\\ have a hard time getting over someone: sometimes. most of the time, but some of the time no.
x\\ been hurt?: yah
x\\ gone out with someone you only knew for 3 days: yah worse like an hour..

Random ...
x\\ have a job: i quit a while ago
x\\ your cd player has what in it right now: eh nothin i have a iPod
x\\ if you were a crayon, what color would you be?: pink!
x\\ what makes you happy?: hot guys. being in love.falling in love. laughing so hard my face hurts. hot showers. getting mail. getting friend requests. getting comments. hearing my favorite song on the radio. milkshakes. long distance phone calls. bubble baths. giggling. good conversations. the beach. finding money. summer! midnight phone calls that last forever. 5 hour phone calls. being with friends. being crazy. running. running thorough sprinklers. being told im beautiful (psh). inside jokes. waking up realizing i have like hours to sleep. kisses. pupppies. kittens. having sumone play with my hair. dreams. coffee. road trips. swinging on swings. being pushed on a swing. hugs. sitting on ppls laps. un wrapping presents. concerts. winning. holding hands. realizing things never change. riding a roller coaster. and sunsets. lots of things make me happy lol
x\\ the next CD you're going to buy: dunno

When/What Was the Last . . .
x\\ you got a real letter: Today!
x\\ got an email: today
x\\ Tv program you watched: eh sumthing about some kid dancing
x\\ movie you saw in the theaters: big mommas house 2
x\\ kissed: hmm i cant even tell u last month?
x\\ hugged: today
x\\ song heard: ahah that ting from malcom in the middle
x\\ place you were [ besides home ]: school
x\\ phonecall: today
x\\ you were depressed: forever ago
x\\ you were in the hospital: eh i think january

yep

2006-02-26T01:26:53Z

LIFE. Life isn’t about keeping score. It’s not about how many people call you and it’s not about who you’ve dated are dating or haven’t dated at all. It isn’t about who you’ve kissed, what sport you play or which guy or girl likes you. It’s not about your shoes, ot your hair, or the color of your skin, or where you live, or go to school. In fact, it’s not about grades, money, clothes, or colleges that accept you or not. Life isn’t about if you have lots of friends, or if you are alone, and it’s not about howaccepted or unnaccepted you are. Life just isn’t about that! But life is about who you love & hurt. It’s about how you feel about yourself. It’s about trust, hapiness, and compassion.. it’s about sticking up for your friends and replacing inner hate with love. Life is about avoiding jealousy, overcoming ignorance and building confidence. It’s about what you say and what you mean. It’s about seeing people for who they are and not what they have. Most of all, it is about choosing to use your life to touch someone elses in a way that could never have been achieved otherwise. This is what life's about

lilbit82791 @ 2006-01-26T22:12:00

2006-01-27T03:12:11Z

so ive been updating this journal for days now

its just been sitting here

i have nothing to say

except

my good friend

Maria Wray

went missing 51 hours ago in the hamburg area
if u have any information

anyone

please tell me-

lilbit82791 @ 2006-01-10T14:12:00

2006-01-10T19:12:22Z

i dont really know if im a winner
and i cant tell you if ive beaten any odds
im just like everyone else as hard as i try to be differnt
i get pissed off everytime i take a step foreward and two back
i know how it feels to watch my world and dreams shatter to a million peices at my feet
i know what it is to run untill there is nothing left in me and then run some more
i know how it feels to be loved and i know how it feels when tat love grows hard and cold
i know how to be happy and i know how to smile
i know how to spread joy in to others with that same smile
i have learned that one conversation can make or break someones day and that you have to chose your words carefully
i know enthusiam i the key to everything
and i know what it is like to completley lack it
i know that winning isnt everything but sometimes it feels like it is
i know that the biggest competior is always myself
i know that sometimes my best isnt good enough
that people can be cruel
that frusturation isnt a useless emotion
i know that without emotions there would be no life
i know what it i to love
i know what hope is
sucuess is self made and luck is a relative term
i know i am strong
i try to believe miracles do exist and there is always something behind me pushing me foreward
i try to believe in my self at all times even when no one else does
i know how it feels to be lost
and how it feels to be picked out of a crowd
what it is like to be the winner
and how it feels when for one minunit you are the star of the show
i know what it feels like to lose all of your best friends in one day
i know what it feels like to have no hope
this is what makes me me

hey mj

2006-01-10T16:36:03Z

i really fucked this up so when u come over next can u fix it or can u just go on n do it u know the pass

dont critize because if ur gonna u can seriousley just die cuz idc

2006-01-08T02:56:06Z

so i spent at least 5 hrs crying last night
he was told i would never talk to him agian
he dindt care

im guessing he never did
which makes me wanna die
i think he killed a part
of me somewhere somehow
maybe it was the time he
never showed at the bowling alley
or at the mall
or when i hung on for so long when i shouldnt of

but maybe we grew apart in the times i dont notice as much now
but at the time they were huge

maybe it was when my tears didnt really phase him
maybe it was when he didnt answer my calls
maybe it was when id perpousley walk by him in school to see if he noticed
maybe it was when he didnt love me anymore
maybe it was when i didnt love him either but could never let go
but it was defentley when she got him
that killed me so hard
maybe its all the times i didnt care about how i looked
maybe when he was embaressed to be seen with me
and with his friends

maybe, no postivitley hes not right for me
he never was

i dont even think of that bear as 'from him' anymore
his colonge faded with our love and friendship

i just hope i killed a part of him too because im a stupid spiteful bitch like that

on to other topics

cb. ur not going to read this but im gonna be a bitch and im sorry ahead of time
ur obessed with jess
ur all over every guy
dont act stupid
its retarded

like "no really its just because4..."
yea everyone can see through that

sorry i had to get that lil bit out

lilbit82791 @ 2006-01-01T04:39:00

2006-01-01T09:39:57Z

I like licking womens thighs.

shit

2005-12-26T04:07:44Z

Have you Ever...?
Played Spin the Bottle?: yes
Toilet Paper someone's house: no
Played Poker with money: No
Gone swimming in a white T-shirt: Yeah
been tickled so hard you couldn't talk: Yeah
like someone but never told them: yes
went camping: yes
had a crush on your broher's friend: Gag no
walk in the rain without an umbrella: yes
told a joke that NObody thought was funny: yes
been in a talent show: Yeah
started laughing at someone's bedtime: yes
worn somthing your mom didn't appove of: yes
been to a nude beach: no
drank jack daniels: Yeah
cursed in a church: Probally
been called a slut for kissing someone: Yeah
burnt yourslef with a curling iron/straightner: yes
wanted to be a police officer: no
dumped someone: yes
been hit on by someone too old: yes
wanted to be a model: yes
bought lottery tickets: No
made out in a car: Yeah
cried during a movie: yes
wanted something you couldn't have: Yes
had sex on the beach: no
had the drink sex on the beach: no
seen someone shoplift: Yes
hung up on someone: Yes
yelled at you pet: Yes
bought a thong when the casheir was a guy: Yeah
tried to strip when drunk: According to my mom I have but I don’t believe her
gotten seasick: no
had a stalker: no
played a prank on somone that had them really scared: i don't think so
been embarassed by one of your family: yes
felt bad about eating meat: Yeah
protested: no
been to an island: Yeah
been in love: Yah
ate jus because you were bored: yes
looked at something everybody thought was ugly and said "aww": Yeah
Screamed in a library: Yeah
Made out with a stranger: no
Been Dumped: yes
Wished a part of you was different: yes
asked a guy to dance: Yeah
been asked out by a really hot guy: no
laughe so hard ou cried: yes
went up to a complete stranger and started talking: yes
been sunburned: yes
kicked a guy in the nuts for being a pervert: yes
threw up in school: yes
recieved an anonymous love letter: no
had to wear something you hated: Yeah
been to a luau: no
say your ex and wanted to kick his ass: Yeah
cursed in front of your parents: yes
been in a commerical on tv: no
watched a movie that made you miss your ex: Yeah all the time
been out of the country: yes
been honked at by some guy when you were walking down the sidewalk: yes
won at pool: yes
went to a party where you were the ony sober one: no
went on a diet: yes
been lost out to sea: no
cheated on your bf: Yeah really bad
been cheated on: No
tanned topless: Yeah
been attacked by seagulls: no
been searched in an airport: no
been on a plane: yes
been pants-ed: no
thown a shoe at someone: yes
broke someone's heart: Yeah I think
sung in the shower: yes
bought something way too expensive: no
done something really stupid that you still laugh about: yes
been walked in on when you were dressing: yes
ran out of a movie theatre because you were too scared of the movie: no
been kicked out of the mall: almost
ben mean to someone then instantly wanted to take it back: Yes
been given a detention on the worst day that you could get one: no
done something stupid when you were drunk: Yeah got in a fight with someone I love
fell off your roof: no
pretended you were scared so you could cuddle up with someone: Yeah
had a deer jump in fron of your car: no
threated someone witha water gun: yes
Can you....
Unwrap a starburst with your tounge: Um let me try.. no
sing: I guess its okay
open your eyes underwater: yes
eat whatever you want and not have to worry: no
ice skate: yes
sing in front of a crowd: I could but their ears would die
whistle: yes
be a bitch at times: yes
do thirty pull ups: Ahah no way
walkin in really high heals: Yes
eat super spicy foods: Yes (mj u can not)
skateboard: no
sleep with the lights on: yes
mulititask: yes
touch your nose with your tounge: no
fall asleep easily in the car: Yes
do the cotton eye joe: Huh?
play ddr and not fall: no
surf: no
fit in your locker: no
do a split: no
taste the difference between pepsi and coke: yes

Advanced Global Personality Test Results

Extraversion	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	86%
Stability	\|\|\|\|\|\|	23%
Orderliness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Accommodation	\|\|\|\|\|\|	23%
Interdependence	\|\|\|\|\|\|	30%
Intellectual	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%
Mystical	\|\|\|\|\|\|	23%
Artistic	\|\|\|\|	16%
Religious	\|\|	10%
Hedonism	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%
Materialism	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	76%
Narcissism	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	43%
Adventurousness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	56%
Work ethic	\|\|\|\|\|\|	30%
Self absorbed	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	90%
Conflict seeking	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Need to dominate	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%

Romantic	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	90%
Avoidant	\|\|\|\|\|\|	30%
Anti-authority	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Wealth	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	76%
Dependency	\|\|\|\|\|\|	30%
Change averse	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	76%
Cautiousness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	56%
Individuality	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	76%
Sexuality	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	90%
Peter pan complex	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%
Physical security	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	90%
Physical Fitness	\|\|\|\|\|\|	30%
Histrionic	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	76%
Paranoia	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	76%
Vanity	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	83%
Hypersensitivity	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	90%
Female cliche	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	83%

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You scored as Democrat. <'Imunimaginative's Deviantart Page'>

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Democrat

83%

Anarchism

67%

Republican

33%

Fascism

33%

Green

33%

Socialist

25%

Communism

25%

Nazi

17%

What Political Party Do Your Beliefs Put You In?
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You scored as Penis. You are attracted to the: penis. You are a penis man/woman.

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Penis

100%

Abs/Stomach

75%

Boobs

75%

Face

17%

Butt

What Body Part Are You Attracted To?(pics)
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You scored as agnosticism. You are an agnostic. Though it is generally taken that agnostics neither believe nor disbelieve in God, it is possible to be a theist or atheist in addition to an agnostic. Agnostics don't believe it is possible to prove the existence of God (nor lack thereof).

Agnosticism is a philosophy that God's existence cannot be proven. Some say it is possible to be agnostic and follow a religion; however, one cannot be a devout believer if he or she does not truly believe.

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agnosticism

100%

Satanism

88%

Buddhism

58%

atheism

58%

Hinduism

38%

Paganism

33%

Judaism

29%

Islam

17%

Christianity

Which religion is the right one for you? (new version)
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You scored as The sweet guy. You want to hold eachother and tell eachother your going to be okay and make it through all the tough times together. Your proud of your relationship, and your not afraid to show it. Valintines gifts are a must and he can bring a smile to your face in the sweetest ways. Life for love; live for eachother.

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The funny guy

100%

The sweet guy

100%

The emo

90%

The fun guy

85%

The hott tease

60%

The jock

35%

What type of boy wants you?
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You scored as Smart girl. Guys are sometimes intimidated by your massive smart skills. But thats okay. They think its cool that you care about your future and they like it that your not into the whole "popularity" thing.

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One they want but can't have

94%

Smart girl

94%

Girl whos a friend

69%

Preppy

44%

The hot chick

19%

What do guys think of you?
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lilbit82791 @ 2005-12-19T18:21:00

2005-12-19T23:22:02Z

is this even worth it
being friends with u

u tell everyone everything

like the bj

thats shit

ppl dont do that

i have ur fucked friends from bativia fucking with me

and im fucking sick of it

I HATE GUYS
espically ones who argue with me which is better datging or fwb

AHHH
FUCK i hate it

mostly i hate u

and tomorrow bitch dont be supprised if i kick ur ass

and MOST OF ALL

I HATE U FOR BEING A GAY CUNT

I THOUGHT I WAS UR FRIEND STUPID FUCK

today

2005-11-25T05:22:47Z

today was okay

got a haircut

hmm

going to sleep now

so maybe ill write more tomorrow

probally not though cuz im going
to lexis's and we all know i have a thing

for zach so i gotta get ready

fuck it all

2005-11-15T01:49:51Z

i asked him if he wanted to come over later

"sure"
then he had hw

no no no he didnt

he went to his gfs

if he just would of told
me i wouldnt of even cared

BUT NO HE DIDNT HE LIED

I CANT TAKE THIS

FUCK HIM

lilbit82791 @ 2005-11-14T19:47:00

2005-11-15T00:48:09Z

NVM IM NOT GOING TO THE CONCERT

ah w/e

uh

2005-11-15T00:02:25Z

i need sumone to come to this concert with me

Sun, 11/20/05
06:30 PM
Matchbook Romance and Armor for Sleep
Club Tundra
Syracuse, NY

ne one?

well i figured out why im so pissed
ill love the kid forever
ur 1st love never truely dies right?
well im mad cuz i didnt get my way one time in my life

wow.. me n jess r friends i guess or at least were trying to be

well ID project is done n gay

chuckii may come over tonight

amy is prolly tomorrow

mj has most likely wednesday

i duno..

watever

wow if ur gonna call me emo dont even read this but im just thinking

2005-11-05T16:51:43Z

i miss him
i miss holding his hand
i miss him answering all my calls
i miss ilu stef in his pro
i miss <3 chuckii in mine
i miss the 3 am phone convos but they ended long ago
but im getting better
last night i talked about it and didnt cry
today i saw his name in her pro and didnt cry
today i talked to him and didnt say i love u
today im not going to call him unless he calls me 1st

i miss her
i miss how wed talk untill all hours of the morning
i miss sleepovers
i miss being retarded and writing OMFG MY BEST FRIENDS and mj being right there like in my aim pro
i miss just talking
i miss not everything being about boys
but
i love calling her and being liek get ready im comming to get u now
i love going everywhere with her all the time
i love how close we are now

i miss how funny she was
i miss windmills down the hall
i miss like killing each other
i miss animal crackers
i miss everything
but
i dont know her ne more so i cant exactley say i love n e thing

i miss her probally the most cuz the others havnt changed as much
i miss 7 am talks
i miss sleepovers
i miss just wanting to hang out everyday
i miss after school-ness
i miss everything
but.
im happy for her she looks happy

The last 3 ^^^
i miss u three together so much
even tho this isnt going to change ne thing
i miss warped tour
i miss concerts
i miss the basement
i miss sleepovers
i miss bonfires
i miss just wanting to get the fuck out of here
i miss u

i miss u being afraid of ants and crying on the phone
i miss talking to u everyday
i miss saying were gonna have sleepovers and never doing it
i miss liking eric with u
i miss ur lectures on liking guys too old for me
i miss u treating me like im 2
i miss everything about u

i miss everyone else too but for now i gtg

lilbit82791 @ 2005-10-18T21:04:00

2005-10-19T01:18:06Z

one min its i wanna fuck u baby

the next whoa 180.. thats alot

stupid fuck

i hate u and all ur bitchy friends i hope u burn in hell

i just cant wait for him to call

"u cant just hit a button to gain weight"

stupid fuck

i hate u

thank god for ryan i duno wat id do without him